This is the story of my life

Summary: Harry Potter defeated Voldemort after his fifth year. Being expelled from Hogswarts he flees to America where he meets the Cullens. Will he be able to start a new life or will his past catch up with him?
Rating: R
Genre: Romance, Drama
Warnings: Slash
Characters: Harry Potter and Edward Cullen
Spoilers: Harry Potter books 1-5 and Twilight (film)
Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters nor the actors portraying them.
Author's note: My Edward is based on the film version because I’ve never read the books.
Chapters: unknown
Words: ±50.000
Begun at: June 2009
Ended at: unknown
Status: WIP

Go here to read 'Ashes in the Wind'.

Summary: Dean is finally saved from hell and Castiel comes to talk with him.
Rating: G
Genre: General
Warnings: None
Characters: Dean Winchester and Castiel (mention of Sam, John and Bobby)
Spoilers: Season 04 (Episode 1)
Disclaimer: I do not own these characters neither do I know the actors portraying them.
Author's note: This is the 5th installment of this series.
Chapters: 1
Words: 1599
Begun at: January 2009
Ended at: January 2009
Status: Complete
Beta: realscape
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Summary: After being electrocuted Dean dies and goes to Heaven where he meets Castiel who will send him on his path.
Rating: G
Genre: General
Warnings: None
Characters: Dean Winchester and Castiel (and Sam)
Spoilers: Season 01 Episode 12 (Faith)
Disclaimer: I do not own these characters neither do I know the actors portraying them. I do own Raniel.
Author's note: The fourth instalment of this series.
Chapters: 1
Words: 1088
Begun at: 10 December 2008
Ended at: 2 January 2008
Status: Complete
Beta:

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Summary: Dean is sick of being cramped in another motel room. He decides to take his younger brother outside. 
Rating: PG
Genre: General Warnings</b>: None
Characters: Dean Winchester and Castiel (and Sam)
Spoilers: Season 01 Episode 01
Disclaimer: I do not these characters neither do I know the actors portraying them.
Author's note: The third instalment of this series. I'm in real need for a beta reader for this series, if any one's interested please leave a message, thank you! Also I know this isn't the best yet but I promise it'll be better!
Chapters: 1
Words: 536
Begun at: 10 December 2008
Ended at: 31 December 2008
Status: Complete
Beta: realscape

Dean Winchester was sick of sitting in another cramped motel room. He needed to get out. Although his father had told him to watch over Sammy and stay inside, he decided he could watch Sammy outside as well... "Come on, Sammy," he said to his younger brother. "We're going outside." "Where are we going?" Young Sam Winchester immediately quirked up. He, like his brother, was glad to go outside. The older Winchester thought quickly, "The river." On the way in, he’d spotted the river next to the motel. "Grab your jacket." The two brothers left the motel room and walked to the river. Sam ran after a seagull, and Dean yelled after him to be careful. A loud squeaking noise made Dean look away from his brother. Noticing it was probably just a drunk driver, he turned back to his brother, just in time to see him fall into the water. "Sammy!" He called out, before rushing over to the river side. Sam couldn't swim yet so Dean dove in after him, not caring for his own safety. After looking below the surface a few times, he finally found his brother. He took a deep breath and dove in, pulling Sam with him. Luckily Sam was still breathing, so with his last strength, he pushed his brother to the shore. With no more strength left for himself, he let himself sink. ~*~*~*~*~ Castiel watched the latest soul walk away from him. The poor soul had been one of his charges, and had just passed away. He never liked it when one of his charges died, even when they were old and had died peacefully in their sleep, like this particular soul had. Castiel turned around, sensing that a new soul had arrived, "Dean," he said, startled. "What are you doing here?" The Winchester boy wasn't supposed to be here, not yet anyway. "Sammy was drowning. I had to save him," the eight year old replied. Dean's guardian instincts for his brother were strong, too strong for someone as young as he, Castiel realised. He was willing to scarifies himself for his charge. That could only lead to bad things for him. "You shouldn't be here," one look into the boy's mind told the angel what had happened. "I'm going to send you back, but you're going to have to make a choice. Sink or swim, die or live." Before Dean could reply, he was back in the water, still sinking. "Sink or swim," the words echoed in his mind, giving him strength. It was then that he made a decision. He started kicking his legs, pushing the water away from him with his arms. Once he reached the surface, he gasped for breath, filling his lungs with the much needed air. He sank his fingers in the dirt as he heaved himself up. Trying to catch his breath, he lay down on the muddy grass, looking over to Sam to see if he was all right. When he saw that Sam was all right, he fell back against the floor. Next time he'd be better at watching Sammy. Nothing would ever happen to his brother again as long as he was around!

 The End 
31st December 2008

Hello Everyone,

I'm looking for a beta reader for my Dean/Castiel fanfictions. I'm in desperate need for one so if anyone's interested please, please comment on this post.

Thanks in advance!
Alvina

Summary: Castiel protects Dean.
Rating: PG-13
Genre: General
Warnings: None
Characters: Dean Winchester and Castiel (mention of John, Mary and Sam)
Spoilers: Season 01 Episode 01
Disclaimer: I do not these characters neither do I know the actors portraying them.
Author's note: The second instalment of this series. This is for a new challenge for song_prompts. It hasn't been beta read yet. If someone's interested in beta reading these and my upcoming Dean/Castiel fanfictions please comment on my journal.
Chapters: 1
Words: 615
Begun at: 09 December 2008
Ended at: 10 December 2008
Status: Complete
Beta: realscape

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Title: The First Time
Author: asheridan
Summary: The first time Castiel met Dean Winchester
Rating: G
Genre: General
Warnings: None
Characters: Castiel and Dean Winchester
Spoilers: None yet.
Disclaimer: I do not these characters neither do I know the actors portraying them.
Author's note: This story is part of a series.
Chapters: 1
Words: 353
Begun at: 4 December 2008
Ended at: 4 December 2008
Status: Complete
Beta: realscape

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I can't believe it but I reached the 50.000 words mark. 

I decided to create a challenge for myself. You can all join if you feel up to it over at: song_prompts
All these fic will feature Dean/Castiel in some way.

( Here's my Master Fic of the challenge )

Summary: After another almost explosion Peter’s had enough of his uncontrollable powers. He decides it’s time to learn them. A young woman thinks the same and starts to help him.
Rating: R
Genre: General/Romance
Warnings: None
Characters: Peter Pertrelli
Spoilers: Season 01?
Disclaimer: I do not own these characters nor do I know the actors portraying them.
Author’s note: None
Chapters: 1
Words: 3095
Begun at: 8 September 2008
Ended at: 28 September 2008
Status: Complete
Beta: madtheo

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The End
28 September 2008

At this point I am staring at my computer screen a word document is open, music is blaring but I cannot think of anything to write for my novel. Sure a sentence pops out once or twice but for some reason I'm having troubles to actually write today. Well, that is write my novel. I'm able to blog - as you can see and I am able to write different stories for which I have ideas for but not my novel. Now, I've forbidden myself to write any other stories but my novel and it's working well, I have yet to write (actually write) a new story and I must say I am proud of myself. Though it keeps me wondering if it was a good thing I decided to join NaNoWriMo.

I know that once my novel is done I'll be all happy about it and maybe even proud but what about the time for me to get there? I haven't written anything yesterday and today it's difficult as well. My head is empty I can't seem to visualize what I'm writing and that has normally helped me on my way. It also doesn't help that in some parts my main character who should be 17 years old often acts like a mere child. Yes, I know I'll edit that once November is over but it doesn't really help with the progress because I keep wondering "what if I changed that or that?". I know I shouldn't be doing that, like I said editing will be in December but that doesn't stop me from thinking it...

I've decided to just give up for today (it's almost 9 here and I'm thinking of hitting the sack earlier today) and just write more tomorrow or in the weekend. I may even decide to write some at work maybe at my lunch break, we'll see. I don't want this to be a stressfull time. I want it to be fun and now it isn't. I'm not quiting! I'm just quiting for today! Wish me luch for tomorrow and the weekend!!

A friend of mine asked me to fill this little survey in, so I decided to share it with the rest of you.

Who's your favorite actor? I do not have one favourite actor, I have a bunch. But my top three is definitely (in this order) Jared Leto, Gerard Butler and Sean Bean.
Who's your favorite actress? Cate Blanchett
What's your favorite movie? Once more, I do not have just one favourite film, I have a million. But to mention just a few: Lord of the Rings, A Walk To Remember, Pirates of the Caribbean, Saw, Phantom of the Opera, Beloved, The Color Purple, Brokeback Mountain,
What's your favorite T.V. show? Supernatural, Sharpe, CSI, Charmed, Alias, 24, Heroes

What's your favorite book? A Walk To Remember, Anne Frank's Diary, The Vampire Armand, The Sharpe Series, The Hobbit, The Phantom of the Opera, Rhanna, The Mummy
Who's your favorite author? Anne Rice, Nicholas Sparks and JRR Tolkien

Who's your favorite artist? Ryan Star and Jason Manns
Who's your favorite band? Backstreet Boys, 30 Seconds To Mars and The Storys
What's your favorite song? "Tears In Heaven" by Eric Claptop, "Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely" by Backstreet Boys and "The Kill" by 30 Seconds To Mars

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Also, I know I haven't been writing much here but that's because I've been busy with the NaNoWriMo and currently it isn't going well, but don't worry. Do keep checking http://deepinmysoul.net because I shall be posting a part from my story there soon ;-)
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For a couple of months now I've opened my own hosting company. I know it isn't much but it's a start. It was something I've wanted for a while now and since I have my own reseller I thought "why not?" so I did. Of course it isn't perfect and probably needs a lot of work but it's a start, as I said before. Finally after two months I got my first two paying clients! Yes, I am proud to say I am officially in business. Now all I need is to make enough money so I can keep paying for my reseller! :-p

I decided to sign up for the http://www.nanowrimo.org/. Yes, I am going to write a novel. I decided it was time I stopped writing fanfictions for a while and try my hand at writing a novel. I'm very excited about this but also very scared. Let's see where this will lead to, hell maybe I'll even have a novel at the end of the year! :-D

Many years ago I was riding my bike to some dance audition. I felt so uncomfortable that I could freak out any minute. I first just shrugged it off, thinking it is dark and I've not been here before in the dark. But later I found out that I wasn't wearing my cross and heart necklace. The next night I was wearing them and I didn't felt uncomfortable.

Ever since then I've been wearing my heart necklace and my cross necklace.

Since about a year ago I replace the cross necklace and didn't wear my heart necklace anymore.

For the first time today I didn't wear any crosses. Now you might think this is stupid but I have to tell you what happened. When I arrived at work I turned my laptop on and it didn't work properly. Then I printed something out and the printer stopped working... Of course I am wondering if this is because I didn't wear my cross today. So, yeah do I believe in superstition? Maybe!

http://www.abeautifullie.org/

After months of not being online on MSN I finally decided to go online again just to see who was on. Imeddiantly I get two instant message one of an old classmate the other, actually I have no idee who the other one is. Anyway, on of the first question the other one gave me was "Do you have a picture?" I asked him what kind of picture (of course I thought he meant a picture of me but I could be wrong). When he said confirmed my suspicions I told him I had a whole load of pictures of me, because really I do. It's scary to think of how many pictures I have of myself. So his next question was "Can I see it?" I proptly said "No" and that offended him.

I mean I am not going to give my photo just because he asked me. I have no idea who it was, btw. I think he was an old classmate of me but I am not sending him my picture and he's offended by that? Damn! Stalk some other girl!

Sorry, needed to rant!

Maybe you have been wondering why I decided to close down my personal website (FromYesterday.org) and decided to use my LiveJournal again. If you are wondering about this then read on because I am going to tell you.

Ever since 2004 I've had a personal website where I'd blog about my life and just anything that I wanted to share with you. In that time I've had 5 different personal websites. All of them had been created because I didn't want my classmates and offline friends to read my blog. There are some of you that would agree with this decision and there for you are using an alias. I am also using an alias. an alias that is well known by my classmates. Now of course I could just use another alias and all but this will be confusing to my online friends. I don't want to do this. There is only one website where I use my real name and that's only because my family uses it as well and so they can find me on it.

I could also use password protected posts but I don't like how they show the "enter password to see entry" field. What purpose is it to have a blog and use password protected posts?

Also I only use Wordpress because I find it easy to use. But lately it's been too bloated. There are only a few features I use and sure they plugins are great but... I don't like this whole bloated thing. For my blog website I'd only want an admin panel where I could make/edit/delete a post, categorize them and a place for my visitors (though few they are) to leave a comment. All the plugins I've installed are just great extras but not necessary. Now of course this is not a reason to not use Wordpress (I still use it for my writings website).

With my personal websites I usually choose a lyric from a song and used that as my domain name. Most of them didn't represented me and I didn't like that. I wanted something that would say "Hey, that's about me!".

My decision to use LiveJournal was easily made. I've had a LiveJournal account since 2005 (this account that is) and didn't do much with it. When I decided to close down my personal website, because I barely blogged there, I thought about using LiveJournal. Why? Well, because you can allow people to see your entries or not. Of course I can say "Friends Only" so only my friends who have an LiveJournal account can see my entries but I didn't want that either. What I've done now is very easy. I have a public LiveJournal; anything I ramble about and aren't too personal will be public. Now if I have something too personal to say that I don't want my friends to know about I'd just put it on private so only I can read it and if there's something I'd want my friends to know but not the whole world I'll just put it on private - friends only.

I love how I can manage who sees my entries. There won't be shown a password field, if you have access to my LJ you can read it, if not you can't it's as simple as that. Of course I encourage you to befriend me so you can read all my entries ;-)

For some time now I've been playing with the thought of moving out. I think it's time to move out, the only problem is that I have no money... Now before I get into this let me first tell you why I want to move out.

At this point I am twenty-one years old and there for have been living with my parents and sister for twenty-one years. Most of the time I get along with everyone it's the time when I don't I really want to move out. Over the years I've learned to leave my sister be and ignore her most of the day, this way we can get along with each other the whole day. But late at night, when I want to sleep and she wants to watch films, we so do not get along. Now because of this problem I've already purchased earplugs so she can watch her films and I can get some sleep. Of course there are time when I want to sleep without them (cause it can get really annoying with them) but then she doesn't want to turn her volume down. In the morning's when I'm awake and she isn't... I don't listen to my music because she's still asleep. The only them when I have a moment of peace without bothering anyone it's when she's at work and I've got schoolvacation...

Now it's not only because of my sister that I want to move out it's also my parents. My dad's just plain annoying when you're home for a couple of days - I can't explain it well so just take my word on it that's he's annoying. My mum on the other hand... She tells me a lot of the problems she had with my dad and (to sound selfish) I don't want to hear about it. I'd like to think that they'll live happily ever after.

I know some of these reason's are a little selfish but I do think it's time for me to spread my wings and learn how to stand on my own two feet. The only problem is I do not have the money for it.

At this point I'm doing this internship at a company which last 5 days a week for 5 months. When I get home I'm to tired to work another evening, so I decided not to find a job for that period. But now I'm thinking I have to get a job, so I'll be able to save up enough money to rent my own place.

At this point I'm looking for a job for the weekends since this is the only time I can work at this point unfortunately no one hires someone who's not flexible. Which sucks!

ANyway, I needed to ramble!

Oh btw happy Programmers Day!